A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next...
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i always feel bad
giving freshman tours and orientation because they look so scared and i just wanna hug them!
my best friend has gone insane
I love this place But it’s haunted without...
my heart races. i try and not stare, as soon as he’s in the room, in my eyesight, i can’t breathe i can’t not stare, i can’t not wonder if he’s thinking the same things. flashing back to those days, just like i am. in reality he’s probably not. in reality i don’t cross his radar, he’s onto other things we’re different. i don’t...
i will attempt in making my tumblr less depressing.
i can't do it
i can’t have this AMAZING faith in God and see all this shit happen to people. it’s his plan, i know, his perfect plan but guess what? i don’t like the twists in the road. why do some struggle while some go about their perfectly born with a silver spoon life? i guess i shall go read the bible and say “sorry for trying to fuck with your plan, again.”
Sometimes you cry, Susie, even when someone you love has been gone a long time.– The Lovely Bones
I had rescued the moment by using my camera and in that way had found how to...– The Lovely Bones
“I wish I was still a kid where everything was simple and my biggest worry was what crayon to choose”- or some shit like that. I wish I had a childhood. My earliest memories are a suffering family- alcoholic aunt with a good for nothing husband- my dad resentful my mom payed my aunts bills, mad she chose to put them infront of him. She cared so little about herself she put off...
that i could go back to 8th grade. to my old neighborhood. my old friends. and tell him something that i feel was real. fuck.
i'm just tired
i’m worn out i’m tired i’m sick of my family they’re so judgemental and when i do something out of the norm that helped me more than any therapy why the fuck do they laugh why do the smirk and make comments they’re assholes. i’m tired of not being somewhere accepting of not being somewhere i feel great. i’m just plain old tired
Leaving on a jet plane
In less than 30 hours I will be mid flight to go and see some of the people I love most in life. I’m ready to show anxiety and feat whose boss. In the meantime I will watch as much of Weeds as I can.
This is me on the first day of school.
cassidyonline: heyimcasey: ashisnotonfire:dinoswhore:kristenxo24:tifffannyy: When I wake up in the morning. Going downstairs. Breakfast. Shower/Getting ready for school/etc. In the car. At the gate/Waiting for everyone else. When I see my friends. When I see someone I loathe. Waiting for the teacher. When the teacher says go in front and tell us...
Little boxes on the hillside, Little boxes made of ticky tacky, Little boxes on the hillside, Little boxes all the same. There’s a green one and a pink one And a blue one and a yellow one, And they’re all made out of ticky tacky And they all look just the same. And the people in the houses All went to the university, Where they were put in boxes And they came out all the...
i'm not ashamed.
i used to be ashamed to admit that i took medication. i didn’t want friends to know, i told me family and the friends closest to me- i thought i’d be labeled “crazy”, or the one who can’t live without pills. i refused to be ashamed because zoloft has changed my life. without this medication i truly do not believe that i would be alive. it got to a point where my...